Monday, August 13, 2012

I'll explain whats happened in the past few months to keep people up-to-date with me and my life. But its more or less to vent. I've gotten in trouble a lot. I'm not proud of it but sometimes its the only way I can vent it seems. Blogging might keep me from therapy, which my dearest mother threatens so much. If you want my opinion, she needs it more than me. Recently, before school ended, we had gained custody of one of my cousins. Her situation was rather unfortunate but my sister and I were able to relate because we have similar backgrounds. Over the summer though, she has caused us nothing but trouble. Maybe it was this blasted heat wave that fried her brain or just the freedom of summer itself. But, she managed to land herself and my sister(and almost me but I am better at persuading people than them) in JDC. They were eventually released back into my mother's custody and gained some ground in working things out. That was until my cousin believed running away in Norwood would solve her problems. Well, learn this lesson people. Running doesn't solve problems but creates more. Now, she faces up to 90 days. Even more recently, I have been indulged in my studies. Yes, even though it is summer I still have about 5 reports to write. I don't mind though. The work keeps me out of trouble and busy. Lately, my teacher has stopped by. No, literally. She appeared right on my porch. To say I was shocked is an understatement to say the least. I'm more or less ashamed. You see, we live in this trashy trailor park. I won't even invite friends over if I can help it. Ginger is the exception every now and again. She only wants us for our food though. Just kidding. She loves me. But then my teacher shows up again. By now, I'm about to have a heart attack. And frankly, I feel guilty for not really talking to her much. I can't help it though. I have this terrible anxiety when I talk to people. I don't mind email but face to face is frightening. Well, school starts in a week. And you will hear more from me soon. I'll blog about the court date that is tomorrow. Until then, have a bloody good day mate!